It's not hard to fall when you float like a cannonball.

The worst part about being away is all the secrets that people are keeping from me. "It was for the best", "it was not the right time". It's just all an excuse to feel an ironic happy. I truly don't appreciate being lied to and then for someone to tell me that it was for my own good.

What I had thought was that dinner was supposed to be myself, my boyfriend, and his two friends. while picking up the last person, one person answered his phone and a girl's voice was asking where we were meeting for dinner. No one had confirmed that she was coming. (It is a girl I take a slight dislike towards). But, they still decide to keep it from me, WHILE I'M IN THE CAR, and I can hear her voice. They still decide to not say anything until someone finally asks who was on the phone. I'm still kind of annoyed.. I wish I could just forget about it. But why hide it from me when we are going to see her ANYWAY!

Himitsu-chan ga DAI-kirai.

On a happier note, tomorrow is Thanksgiving Day. I am thankful for the life that God has given me. I am thankful for the trials and tests he gives me everyday.

In the words of Mr Damien Rice, "well it's not hard to fall... when you float like a cannonball..."